Rasasvaada

"The Muse" You, my love, are a beautiful string of emotional train wrecks! Pursuing the gorgeous yet haunting expanses of your unexplored territories. I harbored this unbearable pain in my rib cage. Undressing you of all your insecurities & miseries, I made you bloom like a sunflower. Your eyes spoke to mine out loud, we were fluent in the language of love. The unbelievable grace of your tenderness stirred the most romantic endeavor inside me. Sedating the storm of your madness while I gasped so loud, like all the air have been drawn out of my lungs. I claimed to this mortal world, that you were solely mine. My eyes revealed all with just one smile of yours, it froze everything around me but made me feel its warmth. Immersing into the magenta color of your sore love, I sold the pieces of my soul just to have you in return. Your words linger around me. You calling my name, made me feel like I am so much more than just a name. Looking at you sleep...

"Passion Fruit" You were like a poetry, my hands wanted to read. To embrace the warmth of your veins pounding blood, I moved the heaven & the earth to be with you. Those bare impure & imperfect thoughts mind scarring me because no one does it like the way you do. With these intensifying & unforgiving desire of ours. Your breath on my collarbone was like a distant force pulling my body in & soul out. My hands in your hair, my breath on your neck... That's how bliss felt like! Undressing your mind with the intimacy of a naked emotion. I burnt my tongue lacing your earlobes. Your moans fueled our passion even further & the luminosity was just incandescent for the mortal beings. With that lingering tease, your aroused eyes spoke to mine. Looking at me with that thirst, your scarlet lips seemed ever more voluptuous. Those rhythmic movements of ours made music also blush for a fraction. As you moaned, scratching my back with that gush...

"Essence" She asked, "Why do you always smile?" to which I said, "How can anyone look at you and not smile." I returned home every evening to feel her warmth in the cold nights, like all thousands of birds did. As she was like the gravitational pull eclipsing moon, making me come back for more every time. Breathing her insecurities, I woke up most nights. Keeping her pious love hostage in my ribs, so I did not have to live without it, ever. Crawling under her skin to know every inch, I tasted the sap of her sorcerous beauty which invoked a new life in me, a new fire. I discovered poetry in the darkness of her hair, while she danced in her own element in the monsoon. Blessed was her heart with divinity & with the nerve wrecking desire of mine, I took hold of her & said, "I would take zillion times more to wait for you." Scribbling my name on her naked back, a string of questions dawned on me: Whether in that i...

"Prelude" Timeless as moon she was to me. Possessing the equanimity of the pristine Himalayan river, Her smile seemed like something out of our realm. Such was her innate beauty. That dazzling aura of her's blinded me in the very moment, Drenching me with overwhelming emotions. With my trembling hands & whimpering voice, I said, "You were born of a rainbow & I wish you could see yourself the way I see you." Pouring myself into you with this magnificent disarray, My heart bled love. Her unstoppable ridiculously majestic self, Took the complete hold of me. Awe I was in while watching her take the bun stick of her hair, Causing shadows of grey clouds over my meadow. Tucking those few strands behind her ear she smiled at me... And every time she looked at me like that, I felt as new all over again. These silent midnight whispers unraveled our untold sacred secret. I became you & you became me, that's how it was meant to be......

"Cold" The cold nights of winters bring me the gift of endless pain of the memoirs we shared. Every year I survive these winters... I waited at the threshold longing...yearning for your return but you never made your way back to "our" home. In my soul, I knew I contributed to the death of your love but I never knew how I suffocated you. I just cared too much. All I ever wanted was someone who could fill my heart & I always hoped I let her in, but these winds bring me back to the shackles of your treacherous self again & again. I told myself, "If this is heaven, I will still prefer your hell rather more." Though I believed, I will heal eventually... But for me, love has always been an omen. As my heart always bloomed into gold in your presence, turning my imperfections into some divine being, while you wore my poetry as your most profound possession. You became one yourself, the sheer beauty in motion, my poem. With this ma...

"The Commune" They say, "Loving takes its course." but my heart, my heart was a rebel. It whispered, "To get the taste of your unexplored soul, I will come from 7 kingdoms through heaven & hell." This desperation is a beautiful thing which bleeds your heart out & from the distant mist of time I have seen right through you. My handmade love is your only antidote & your soul feeds on it. The push & pull of us exemplified the magnetism of our bond unique, difficult but unbroken. My wants to devour you with my infinite wisdom compelled me to do sins on your naked self & the motion of your body defined our sultry, beautiful & sleepless nights we shared together. Your roguish grin resembled the devilish presence of Gods in beauty. Your inhibited wilderness was not meant for the feign of heart. For your endeavors needed a mortal like me to fuel your prowess. Haunted by the idea of your presence in, out & a...

"Nectar" Am writing to you from the other side of the woods, in the hope of your homecoming... Maybe you have never realized but I have had gazillions of heart attacks when in the moment you caught me looking at you. "that iconic feminism", Gawd! You totally had me when you were busy tucking those strands of hair behind your ear. The music of your touch & the reflection of my universe in your eyes, shot me down from my own sky & I fell irrevocably in love with the tantalizing scent of your body that still lingers around me like a spell. My powerlessness turned me submissive as I could not help falling in love with you. Just when the time was right, something broke in her, something which could not be mended & of the overwhelming pain she gave up on me.  Deluded in the realm of your cosmos, I still drink the elixir of your love... #mukulsinghbisht