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"Reminiscence"

When I first saw you,
I felt like a barren land, deserted of water for ages.
Forever I was to be yours,
till the sun loves the moon,
till the moon divorces the tides,
until the end of time.
Just to prove I was worth your love.

I still see your name floating in the gust of winds.
But, I no longer wish to catch it anymore.   

Your love gave me music, an instrument
but before I could even learn to play it, you left.

The numbness of this void was so excruciating
that it poured out the love out of my soul.
Pardon me, as I did not get to tell you that
it was neither your fault nor mine.
For no lover has ever left the 'Garden of Love'
without bleeding his heart out.

The callous and indifferent demeanor of yours,
fueled my passion even further but
the fire which wreathed in me burned the goodness and
all I could breath was the ashes of our unburnt love
in my lungs turning me into this black mass of nothingness...

For it was only once when you were mine and
no one can take that away from me.
This feel knocks every atom of my existence,
like a sledgehammer being struck on my chest.

This is what made us,
That is what broke us!
#mukulsinghbisht

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  1. Awestruck!
    How can someone write so beautifully.
    Totally in ❤️ with your writing.

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  2. You are not less than the best!!!!! Really proud to know you personally btw it was sooo heartouching the feelings that were expressed are so apt and beyond normal ppl expression of lost love

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    1. am out of words... thanks for the support always

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    1. Thanks neha... i also felt the same about this piece

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