Rasasvaada

"Ranika" In a december morning, just when the fog cleared my eyes got stuck on the blood red lips of yours. Dumbstruck I stood waiting for your eyes to notice mine & when they did, I got rattled up. Heartbeats were banging my chest to come out, thirst & sweat made it clear to you revealing my state of mind. Looking towards you I was hoping if you would choose to look at me once. All my confidence drained out of me when you were around. How on earth was it possible for me to not be with you? This came as a dark cloud of despair to me & miserable I was. Then you came along seeking a favor, God has his ways, exalted by your gracious charm... I spent a lifetime in that moment of serenity. Next thing was your hands were on mine, my heart stopped, all my miseries were over. I said to you, "If you are there with me there is nothing in this dimension I can't conquer" you replied with your subliming smile in your consen...

"Malefic" No love is pure. No love is kind. It just catches up & destroys you.  It gets you when you are most vulnerable & weak. It hunts you down & makes you pay for it, That's how cruel love is which nobody tells you about. The ugly side of love! #mukulsinghbisht

"Timeless" In a continuum of experience, I saw what I perpetually hoped for, an unbounded love reaching the blossoming blessings of Eden. There I stood reflecting on the time we spent together... Your sparkling eyes shot me down from the sky, bam! next thing I realized I was deep down on earth, wondering if I could ever walk along your side... Mystery you were then, mystery you are & mystery you will ever be. I felt like a child around you speculating, if God has sent you to me & only for me. A whole new level of dimension was added to my world, the vividness of colors filled my space, & I sat there high on the very thought of you. A time, the time came then & you were mine. there was nothing I needed more than you, always & forever. In a moment I lived my life & there were many of them, now am obligated to treasure them all. there, an epic biography down to safe haven to be taken care off. Delighted & awestruck in the...

"Unvoiced" We never said it to each other, we just both knew. My heart felt like a prisoner in my chest, it never was mine. Our demons were intended to play together until the end of time. I told you, I will love you for the rest of my life. You responded, "love me till the rest of mine". A single thought of you enkindles my eyes & heart for the one pious love which burns the soul for eternal. Your love is unfathomable like a bottomless well. A commitment like a sun, who dies every night to let the moon breathe is what I aspire to have for you! Am chaos to you & you are an obscure imagination for which I will suffocate in the smoke of our burnt love passionate & platonic! An exquisite notion of fear, accompanying strange memories cripples my feeble mind although your vibrant soul, lends a dwindling flickering hope to mine. I simply could not keep my eyes off you, the trancing symphony in the locks of your hair, numbed my distressed...

"Delilah" The encounters of our eyes is where it all started. Mindfucking turmoil it stirred up inside me, possessed & obsessed with you I was. You had me with your first smile, the intellect we shared in that serene moment in the absence of spoken words, inexplicable. Struggling to not lose myself more into the abyss of your enticing charm. My heart is bruised-off the merciless passion you own in that trivial yet pitiless heart. Yet it still yearns for more of you & your perpetual eccentric cosmos. This irrational, conflicting feel I have been in, akin to an adrenaline rush added to morphine insurgence. The mischief & deviltry of your kindling eyes has an everlasting spell bounding effect on me, am exhausted from running away, all my self-control is diminishing now. This vicious void am falling into never hits bottom, the realization daunts me of the colossal failure, even though I run, I run hard for the pursuance of the glorious fall...

"Desire" The magic of your eyes gives me the ink to set my blank plain pages on raging fire. Incapable of defining you, in the pain I curse myself, your unbounding limitlessness in all prospects. Every act of yours’ has woven words of love on my wrinkled & aching soul. You have exquisite ways to my heart, like a minx to men. I wonder the first time we will be together, will be the last time I will own my heart. The conversations between my fingers, your hair & skin will be unforgiving to our tormented selves. Symphony to my ears, indelible impression to my eyes, being with you will be a splendid adventure. Indeed! Love is the most elegant & elaborate method of living & dying all at once. #mukulsinghbisht

"Yours" Taking off this make-up, smears & smudges of lipstick and mascara, I gather you said to me once you look beautiful without it ! Since then, I made my mind am going to be yours & only yours truly, pristine & in a godly way, I am... And to no one else I will ever unveil this real me, that's how I want to show you how my soul is intertwined with yours. The day I find you again, I will be the best thing you had ever seen, in the dress you like. Chords will be played, would wish for nature to make you fall in for us in our togetherness for eternity. I will entice you in the way no woman has ever done it, am going to make you love me just for one night but my memory will walk in your mind, haunting you & you will keep recalling it for your entire lifetime. that's how I want to be yours ... #mukulsinghbisht