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"maybe"

Maybe am too scared to disappoint you!
Maybe am too frightened to even face you!
Maybe am too terrified to stand you!
Maybe am too dreaded to look into your eyes straight!
Maybe am too weak to even get my knees together seeing you!
Maybe am too mortified to hold you in my arms!

Maybe am too afraid to lose you!
Maybe am too haunted by the fact that what if I screw things up!
Maybe am too daunted by the fact that what if you will leave me!
Maybe all this results in my cowardliness!

The way you play with my mind & soul, the way you keep them together,
the way you move into me & the way I keep losing myself in that moment,
that lusciousness, numbing, soothing, sedating, luring, enticing, tempting, tranquilizing
the effect you leave on me results in an overwhelming feeling of fear and anxiety...

But I sincerely hope that this is not the end!
Maybe...
#mukulsinghbisht

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